Without saying Dad’s real condition to others, Mum took care of him for long time. When she gave up, she couldn’t sleep, lost weight and her positive spirit. 

Dad moved into hospital. Still Mum feels sorry for him, has so much worries and is swinging between depression and hyper-active.

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I’m like her copy. Twins with time distance. Everytime I see future myself in her.

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One day I saw she was ready, I asked her to give me 30 min as her yoga practice.

All restorative poses, poses for breathing and calm down. In silence.

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At the end of practice

she laid down with peaceful face, which I hadn’t seen for a long time. That was bliss for me as a healer.

I needed to keep back tears, control my voice.

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The next day she asked me to do it again.

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