‘Consciousness makes body shape, not muscles.

Where consciousness touches strongly becomes hill.

Where consciousness doesn’t touch at all becomes valley.

When consciousness spreads evenly, smoothness comes, Integration comes.’

Birjoo-ji said.


I struggled my left side upper back. It was always rounded.

Because implant in left breast pulls everything towards front.

I tried to pull left shoulder blade in as opposed movement, which was no win.


Left breast looks like hill, but is valley. Hollow is inside. So back is hill.


Let consciousness touches implant, the hollow.

Fill the hollow which I tried to forget its existence.

Fill the new room with joy of alive.


Valley become hill. Integration comes.