Renewing

With every breathing life becomes new.

This is the words my friend keeps in her heart.

Walked along beach.

Looked back the Sunset. Foot prints were there for a while.

Next wave cleaned up it. Sand became smooth mirror again.

Looks like nothing happened.

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Deep breathe.

Cleanse lungs. Cleanse heart. Cleanse thoughts.

Renew life with every breathing.

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What are you going to do next?

I was asked.

Don’t know. Maybe will do something.

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I used to plan what I would do in today, a week, a month, a decade.

Considered tactics for achieve it.

Now I say maybe.

Planning brings positive power, progress and intelligent.

If plan becomes desire, it brings negative power, fight and break.

I quitted seeking next desire.

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When fruits gets ripe, fall down into the palms.

Open eyes. Sharpen perception.

Mindfully listen world’s order what I should do next.

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That something I will do next.

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Doors ahead

I lost in dark corridor, struggled pushing doors open.

Needed to leave my belongings which I felt I must or should have.

Let them go. Devoted  entirely. Then heavy door was opened.

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Exhausted. Rest on the floor.

Gratitude and contentment for my effort and friends’ helps.

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Slowly look up and feel fresh wind

from doors ahead

which are half opened

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Stand up.

Walk in peace.

Jump over green field

I was born in year of the Tiger.

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During chemotherapy and recovery, I stopped almost of all activities, stayed in bed.

Body was weak. Still mind was alive.

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I was wounded female tiger,

hide in a dark cave.

No angry. No hatred.

With sharp and clear mind.

waited patiently.

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When the time came,

stepped into bright world.

Started walking, then running.

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Jump over green fields.

Freedom.

Full of energy.

Having dark resting period,

world is vast, full of joy.

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Jump!